Sneak Peek to my 15 yr old Mind !

Monday, December 28, 2009

I am so empty
You are here to fill me up
and
you are here to break me down

Nothing puts me back together other than you.
I am irritated
I am so sick of myself

What do you feel ?
Are you irritated by me ?
Say then

I realise that i am so dead to live on you
Just like a diver living on the oxygen tank
Fish with gills
Plants with leaves
Humans with air

Too exaggerating as it seems.
But its really somewhat like that.
I am so doomed

Oh my mama !

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Argh so sick of my un-updated blog.
My Christmas suck totally
Yucks !

Okays i shall now show off what i have bought and done during my TW trip
My life is so boring and not vry fruitful
not say i dun enjoy what i am doing now
But i just feel abit pointless like i not doing anything to help myself

GRAAHHH

There's so little things to show off.
I feel screweddd !

Things I bought. So little. winter clothing sucks bag sucks there

My oh so chio nails hahas done there They are acrylic

*squeals*

Oh yay ! Finally got Bobbi Brown !

1 brown 1 black YAY !

Currently loving this scent like mad.

Cute right . from Jap though

okays that's all for today grahh i really feel irritated

Oh my mama !

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I swear i am not going to take photos for a long time
Saw some fb pics and i was so digusted by myself
OH FUCK
I AM A MONSTER !!!!
I SWEAR I ALMOST CRIED WHILE LOOKING AT THEM

OMG !

KAITING IS A MONSTER !

Oh my mama !

Monday, December 21, 2009

ohh i am blogging.
I dun wish for Christmas please give me 3 more weeks ~

Oh my mama !

Friday, December 11, 2009

No mood to blog nowadays.
Yesterday was fun HAHA !
Had steamboat and befre that went Vivo
Went to collect my prizes from Cleo and it was quite a bit of disappointment .

I haven't done any of my homework and I don't feel like doing so

Japan trip was not bad and I am too lazy to post up photos

I love o1 class bbq hahas
Quite sad that some of us left the bbq even when they haven't eat much
Blame the person who did not open up our pit on time

Haiis

Hope can have another bbq soon hahas !

Orange no.2 's owner is going to Thailand
Orange no.1's owner is going to Taiwan

Oh my mama !

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Blogging from Japan now
Teehee so happy that they do have internet access in the room
Glad that I bought my lappy

Damm I lost my shoe bag with my slippers in it
OHHH damm myself haiis so careless one
GRAH how to improve memory ar ?

DAMM NYSELF !
Okays must no9t damm myself if not i will be worse
Must think positively

Heng now is year end le i wear it like for almost 1 year
Not that heart pain

But the shoe bag i use like twice only lurhs

OH GREAT
If only i raised my hand when they ask abt the shoe bag
DUMB

nevermind hahahas
I shall look forward to new things
So far I only bought one bath robe

Yucks not enough shopping time lor !

So happy that me and boo dar same room !

Shall post pics later gagags

Oh my mama !

Sunday, November 29, 2009

I am back hahas.
Reached sg ytd .

Yesterday was a happy day
but today was happy in front bt nt behind
Mummy and I quarrelled again

Oh fluck
yes oh fluck
yes its fluck my dear

Because I din told her i am leaving again tomorrow
which i did
I told her that it was like i came bk to sg one day then i go Cambodia le.
She forget !
Saying that i don't treat her as my mum
Say i neglect her say she alone

WHAT FLUCK !
When I was at home i want to talk to her
She just shut me up
So i go out and she complain that i always do
GRAH
I stay at home is just to listen to screams ?
I HATE THIS .

But I still have to try to reconcile with her.
Because of...
this makes me feel bad
but seriously what else is there to talk about ?

:(

Oh my mama !

Monday, November 23, 2009

-.-
My mum is not happy with me going out everyday
Grahhh can't she fking get it in her mind that even if i at home i wun study?
I will study when I want to
The more I am forced the more I won't do it

FUCK !

She want me to just stay home and clean ar ?
No way
Like I ever will

Parents should get it that
if you always nag at your children they will never do what you want
Its only when you stop talking about it
then its the time that they shall please you

When I din go out she will ask " no go out meh ?"
I go out aalso not happy

Just now i decided to sa jiao to her ask her why she din talk to me
She laughed abit already
and I thought i succeeded but she went on to bed ask me stop pulling her hands
OH FUCKKKK!

I fucking don't want to ask her anymore
Yucks
hate it when people don't talk properly to me
and want me to do it.

If she had ask me nicely not to go home so late or dun go out so often
I would have done it

OHHH FUCK
Seriously Oh Fuck !

I am happy today ! Hun!!!!

Oh my mama !

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Yay for the past few days
I am a happy person hehehehe

Omg Omg I will miss hun hun !

Oh my mama !

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I realise that i will never be happy when I am in love
Or sth close to that.

I really hate to wait by the phone
Hate it !
MR MONSTER !

Oh my mama !

I need money !
I want to work for myself !

This sound totally crazy urhs

Bought quite a few stuffs today
Not as much as usual normal shopping trips hahas
Actually today was meant for buying overseas clothing
Yucks I saw this coat/jacket at Zara and i love it tons
But eventually i convinced myself to get the other one tt i eventually like from Esprit
HAHAS
And I love it tons toos !

Okays bought 1 top from Zara
1 top and 1 ballerina grey skirt from F21
Love them !!!

Oh my mama !